So its been a year since I have written in here... how crazy haha It really dosent seem like it has been that long, a lot has happend... hmm I got a dog lol MOved out of my apartment and into a house, lol Uhhhhhhhh got a BMW, Got rich, Traveled, got a job, uh and now everything is just kind of slow and anothing is really happeneing. I think im going to make a career change and go out to this school and major in the recording arts... BUT i derno I dont know what I want to do. All I know right now is that I really want thanksgiving to be here lol cause damnit im starved. lol.

So I was reading all of my old journals the other day and I must admit there pretty funny, I derno what it is. lol It makes me laugh haha
I really gotta pee lol so yeah im going to go and do that now... see ya


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More comming from me soon.. I have pictures and oh are they great hah no but yeah Ill post them and there will be LOTS in the near future.

So i prolly just left the longest comment on cass's journal but hell its been a long time since i have really wrote anything worth reading. I am going to try really hard to start writting in here more often. It makes me feel better and helps the time go by really fast.

So last night was fun, I like having a credit card mmmmhmm haha. yes I do. And im not stupid and just buy things beacuse I can. lol. How hard is it to really have a credit card.. ethier you can affod it or you cant. Its not free or anything. shit. lol but i need to save my money so it will last me untill I get that nice 300 dollar... thingy lol. saving up for a big screen hah just kidding. I want to buy anastasia sooo bad. lol me and Kolby were singing all the songs from it the other day and ahhh it just made me want it so bad. And its only like 8 dollars at freaking Wal-Mart er something.

So im not used to these laptop keys and im making a lot of errors. But I guess it will help me improve on my typing now wont it.. Hmm?

Ah so i really want to talk about what I bought yesterday. WELLL for all of you who know what fantasys is -giggles- haha well ashley went a lil crazy in that store cause its just WAY to funny haha. The teller in there was really nice.. I thought it was a boy the whole time.. like tall light skinned shaved head like most african american males do.. and like pericings and what not.. and had that voice and was helping everyone out with products.. then when we were checking out there were tits on it I was liek AHh omg.. what the hell what the fuck are you?! of course i didnt say that but i was a little shocked.. He was a really nice boy.. but a really weird girl lol. whatever that means. But i bought something for myself and something for mark. lmao. and the funniest magazine.. and no its not like a titty magazine ethier. lol. they had this one porn that was like 80 year old women on it showing there nasty pussy n shit. Bout threw up lol. And there was a lot of OLDER women which just seemed REALLY wrong to look at. lol. but whatever. There were some hot bitches in there to lol.

So I love how people gave me all sorts of comments! YAY.. it feels good to be commented on I tell you.

ahh it smells liek shampoo in my CCS class. -sniffs- It smells good but kinda makes me feel sick... But I have to actually pay attention to my class work. so ill talk to everyone later.



ashley

Ill be with you my darling, when morning is nigh. And the whispers of the night wind go past, with a sigh. For my heart is with you always as my thoughts drift to home. And the memories I hold near me wherever I roam.

Ahhhh dont worry everyone.. Im back. -giggles- SCORE.

FINALLY my computer got fixed. They gave us a >>NEW<< onE.

hmm i Have missed my little computer.. hah god.. its been forever since I have actually wrote something productive. I have to put all my pictures back on my computer. and a few writing pieces i have been working on for over a year. haha The one about my life is just.. so hard to write.. once i get to the section about Ashley I just stopped.. it just seemed to be all bullshit so I just said fuck it and forgot about it. and the other one.. Im not really sure why I stopped.. I really really liked it and even posted chapters on my Deviant, but when I start my writting class Ill start that back up if I have time.. I mean I am doing Volleyball and the Dance team. -winks- And with my new apartment and everything ahh life is just going to be going smoothly.. hopefully. Oh and haha did I tell you about my Beamer? BINGO hah hmm only a select few know about the bingo. hah

Mooo.. I have to talk to my dad about keeping Leo.. since apartments dont always seem to be pet friendly.. and if they are they only want 40 lbs dogs.. pfft.. leo is what.. 100 lbs er something.. maybe maybe not.. i really dont know.. but bigger then 40.

But.. its freezing and I want to go back to checking DeviantArt so.. leave comments homies

.+.Ashley.+.

p.s. its my grandmas birthday

Ill come home some day, just to have you by my side, for my dreams pull me back there like moon pulls back the tide, for I will Love you dear, untill the seas run dry, I am yours now and forever till the stars fall from the sky.

Ill be with you my darling, when morning is nigh. And the whispers of the night wind go past, with a sigh. For my heart is with you always as my thoughts drift to home. And the memories I hold near me wherever I roam.

AHhh.. my computer is broke so im over at a friends house trying to get some things done.. all my picture are on my computier.. the ones that i didnt save anywhere else.. so im really sad. And I hope that they dont get destroyed.. they had prom pics on there.. I graduated.. and Mark was living with me for a while.. and he is in Miami packing up his shit so we can move into our apartment. YES.

I miss all of you. And hope to fix this computer problem.

LEave me lots of comments so I can feel better when I fianlly get back. hah no im kidding. go on as you wish.

love Ashley

Ill come home some day, just to have you by my side, for my dreams pull me back there like moon pulls back the tide, for I will Love you dear, untill the seas run dry, I am yours now and forever till the stars fall from the sky.